PseudoRelationship

No commitments involved, you're uncertain on your role to his/her life.

You can't expect him/her to be always there for you.

You can't demand.

You can't be jealous.

There is no "US", there's "only you and me".

You can't be sure of hi/her feelings for you...

And this will make you wonder, where you are in the relationship or if there's a relationship at all...

But why do others still settle for this kind of relationship?

For fun?Just to have somebody while waiting for the right one?Maybe....

But what if 1 gets cold, then that's the end of everything. The relationship is FALSE but surely the PAIN is REAL...

You will be miserable hoping to bring back what you used to have.

Only to find out that he/she has another pseudorelationship with somebody else. Hard right?!

But that's the consequences..'cuz from the start you know yourself that its has no value at all.Because it was just like THERE IS but actually THERE is NONE.

...pseudorelationship they say

Irony of Life

....in this life we can buy anything but never love...we can even fake a smile and pretend that we're really ok and or everything is running smooth but in truth we are not and it isn't. We can lie to others but never to ourselves......we can change mind (the only constant in this world is change)but never ever our heart.......

Black Hole

I thought i got over him not until yesterday we had a talk.The ghost of my fears has just came back..came back with full force.All my good thoughts,my patience and my calmness vanished in a just a wink.At first it gone well and then suddenly it gone worst...worst that i can't even moved my toes.I feel like i am dying.I never imagined it this way.I was like being eaten by a black hole, so powerful that nothing even a breath can escape. Each and every word we told each other was like a sharp blade that is cutting my heart slowly. I thought after that i would be ok....i was wrong it gotten worst that every teardrops fell on my cheeks was like a hot water that keeps on burning my soul.

Does it have to be this way always?If it is,then i dont want to feel this again.I would rather be alone my entire life than be swallowed by this blackhole again...'coz i dont think i can handle that feeling again.