I thought i got over him not until yesterday we had a talk.The ghost of my fears has just came back..came back with full force.All my good thoughts,my patience and my calmness vanished in a just a wink.At first it gone well and then suddenly it gone worst...worst that i can't even moved my toes.I feel like i am dying.I never imagined it this way.I was like being eaten by a black hole, so powerful that nothing even a breath can escape. Each and every word we told each other was like a sharp blade that is cutting my heart slowly. I thought after that i would be ok....i was wrong it gotten worst that every teardrops fell on my cheeks was like a hot water that keeps on burning my soul.
Does it have to be this way always?If it is,then i dont want to feel this again.I would rather be alone my entire life than be swallowed by this blackhole again...'coz i dont think i can handle that feeling again.
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